Saturday, July 25, 2020

TOWN

Coming back to the town alone
where we lived,
Was not what I looked forward to.
The sight of
that small cottage,
that narrow passage over the
drain,
And the one single room that
housed her,
and the unkempt garden,
Were all surviving like stand alone
units,
no longer connected,
and no longer
belonging to each other.
The clothes lines were empty
as she took away all those
little nothings with her,
as we had moved out of
that town.
Now, after years of writing our
stories, and reading them again
and again,
When I look at these
abandoned feelings and streets,
I wonder if I was wrong
in thinking that it has ended,
or is it just another beginning
to it?
Otherwise, what the God
Am I doing here? 

Wednesday, June 24, 2020

New Paintings

Revisiting a place which I
had left long ago,
gave me mixed feelings.
The empty spaces that were
filled with nervous first taste
of kisses and shivering touches,
were not there.
they were filled up by unknown
faces I never knew,
and the ones whom I knew,
looked the other way as
they never recognised the boy
that I was.

This way,
All the paintings that I had
Are now old. 
And the new ones need
new fittings on the wall,
some new frames to go
with them, and also
some new lights, positioned to
focus in new angles.
And all these were a whole lot of
new jobs.
Thus, I piled on the floor my
new paintings and one by one,
I started pulling out the old ones
from the walls,
so that I can give the room a
complete new look without much
work.
Someone truly said,
That life doesn't wait for anyone
or anything, and once you realise
the new inside of you, it
will give you the joy that your
old paintings gave.

Hence, take a deep breath,
Switch on the lights, and say
"Au revoir, my friend"