Saturday, July 28, 2012

The Baobab on the river Mara


It was much before I found you out by the sniff of 
your hair. During those days, I had many things to do, 
as I had time to while away doing ordinary things
that everyone did in life. Except, unlike others, I 
also moved on the street and followed the blood spoor
left by your act of living and loving. Those days,
as you were planting your roots and creating shades 
for your summer days, I was crossing the river Mara with 
the Wildebeests, migrating from Serengeti to Masai
Mara, in search of water and a temporary shelter. 
It was by natural coincidence that I did not get devoured
by the ghastly crocodiles who waited hungrily in the
flowing deaths of Mara, and in the other hemisphere, 
you evaded insanity to remain sane in a world of mad rush.
In the years that followed, I survived several deaths
and you, in pursuit of life, grew into a strong
Baobab, far away from where it belonged, on the 
banks of the river Mara where I lived. 


All migrations thus, through the history of time,
have fall outs in the form of victims of survival.
While some grow into a large shade over the
others, some others, find it essential to cross the
Mara a number of times, as dodging deaths in every
foot step becomes an addiction of life for them,
as they keep looking for that nonexistent Baobab,
either here, or in the land of the Masai, among
a few millions of Wildebeests.

Friday, July 27, 2012

The orgy at Narmada

Every time I go to
Chanod, where Narmada
flows in a sequential
orgy with the earth,
I remember my father
who lays underneath.
Going near its strong blue
tyranny of water,
I look at its
fluidic arms and legs
and wonder how exactly
I would look like
laying next to
my dad, whom I had
poured there as a bundle
of bones and ashes
some few years ago.
But now, looking around,
I only see moss, fish
and a few green pebbles,
all rolling, swaying and
dancing in an unknown
form of joy, celebrating
the unison of identities.
This then, brings me to
the matter of love,
which, if not today
but tomorrow,
will surely lay under
the flowing river of
Narmada, much far away
from you, where you
won't be even able to
come and look for my
bones and a few grains of
undetectable grains of ash,
mixed with all other souls that
lay there either in peace,
or in pieces,
depending on trying
to get close to you and
the secret of your glass house,
which forever remained
guarded by your own.
This again, prompts me to
say, whether under the
river or above it,
as Long as I am soaked in
your love, I will still be
the one,  sunk in a life long
orgy at the Narmada,
far away from you, and
always without you.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

The other ways

Absence of all kinds
and all forms, are encounters
too. Molten bodies, one on
the other, are proofs of lives
that existed.
Silence too, likewise,
is a lung full of words
spoken to you.

Monday, July 23, 2012

Gratitude for an ordinary life

I am thankful that this life
has been ordinary and plain, not
that it has finished yet.
But I just thought that if
I do not express my gratitude
for having been granted
so many ordinary things
that made my life so special, then
it could be too late and
the arrogance of not doing so
will rob me of all those small
joys of life, all that I have.
The childhood was not full of
sufferings and hunger and
nothing dramatic ever happened
to write about, nor any one
noticed that I was growing up.
Much later, when I arrived,
I passed through the small lanes
and safe passages towards
becoming what all of them
called a very well settled pattern
of wife, children and a home.
In this journey, I never had to
struggle, nor did I do anything
extraordinary to claim
to have won, even a very
insignificant cricket match.
Such plain has been my life that
when love came and knocked
at my doors, I thought it was
the fury of the Westerlies
and not the 'Lara's theme' in
the wind, telling me again
and again "Till then, my sweet,
think of me now and then
Godspeed, my love, 
till you are mine again!".
I do not know if anything ever
happened to me, or if I made
anything to happen, but standing
today where I am and as I do,
I am grateful and humbled and
express my gratitude
to you too.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Weeds of love

Dreams,
I never had many.
And the few that I had, got
scattered at the feet of the
fence on which we sat.
When they grew taller,
they spread their tentacles
and embraced us to survive,
just as the parasites would do
in the name of love.
Soon, as the years went by,
the world was covered by
weeds, and no one remembered
that under those dark green
layers, there used to be a sunrise,
which played hide and seek
with the full moon night.


Monday, July 16, 2012

Disaster

Like poison,
love at times also spells
disaster and calamity,
taking away all in its way
just like a river eroding
into its banks, breaking homes and
flooding millions of lives
with its Almighty touch.
Love thus,
is for the ones who can
swim across the strong flowing
muddy water, full of one's
own household goods,
beds, pots and pan, and
one's very favorite clothes
soaked in memories.