There is an urgency now,
not like anything that I
had experienced before,
But a kind of brute reminder
of time that is left,
and a kind of gentle nudge
on my ribs, saying
"Hey! What are you waiting
for?"
Rains, hot summer and
colder winter greet me now
with mights that they never
showed before,
And I realise that it's not
them,
but my own internals that
are struggling to hold together
a fort, that once held an
entire army of invaders
well beyond its security walls.
Thus, this is the time
when I will not want to miss
a single moment of your
absence,
Since, ever since I fell in love
with you,
the only believable journey
of love that I could
do on my own, was my
state of being of
not being with you!
